CassieCasey

Wish I may, wish I might. Have this wish I wish tonight. I wish I had someone to love me and hold me tight, Someone to tell me everything will be alright. I wish that I had someone to turn to, Someone that knew they could turn to me, too. I'd give him all of me, Including faithfulness and honesty. Can best friends Be anything more than friends? Most guys don't look at me. I'm not the girl they want to see. They always think other girls are prettier And they always like them better. Wish I may, wish I might, Have this wish I wish tonight.

Why'd this happen to me? All this pain won't go away. My world is so dark and lonely. Everyday I have to pretend to be happy Just to hide what is truly in my heart. Some days I want to break down and fall apart. No one know the real me. They don't want their perfect little world to know misery. All I've ever wanted Is to be hugged and to know that I'm loved. I've never known what it's like to be loved. I've always wondered What love feels like. I guess I'll never know since my heart is more messed up than a broken kite. I want my feelings of loneliness and pain to go. This pain is the only feeling that I know. For me, this pa

No one seems to be around to hear what I have to say. I don't know who I have to be Just to be heard. Every time I open up to someone, I get stung. Many people don't understand my and my way of thinking. So many of my friends are leaving. Sometimes I wish things weren't so different. Last year came and went. No one's ever listening. Lately, my head's been spinning. I've been thinking about how no one's ever there. It's like no one cares. I guess I'm alone in the world. With life and most people, I'm bored. No one's around when I need them the most. A lot of people just see my ghost Instead of seeing me. People don't understan

Death is something I've wanted for five years. When I die, no one will shed a tear. Death will be my release from my pain and misery. I want to get rid of these suicidal thoughts but they get worse every time I try. My death will go unnoticed Because there is no one that really cared. People say that they love me But they only love the me that they can see. No one sees my pain and misery. If someone really loved me, they'd try to help me. Everyday I pretend to be happy and I pretend that everything is alright. I wish I could be happy and everything was all alright. Why can't anyone see That I'm not really happy?

So many things are running through my head. Some state that I should be dead. Everything in my life goes wrong. Everyone I've ever loved is gone. I don't let people get close until I think they deserve me. People don't understand who I want to be. Most of the time, I think about suicide and death. A lot of people avoid me to avoid my wrath. The people that don't like me Don't understand me. And they don't know what I'm going through. Some days I have no where to go and no one to turn to. Every day my depression gets a little worse. I sometimes think I should die to end this curse. People think I'm OK but I'm not. Happiness is t

I am alone and wandering in the darkness that is my world Because my heart has died And no one cares. I have nothing for people in the real world except empty skies. When I think of the reason my heart died, I want to cry. Ever since then, I've wanted to die. No one cares about me And no one loves me. Since the day my heart died, I've had thoughts of suicide. My heart is forever broken And my heart is forever gone.

Everyday is so depressing. Sometimes I feel like crying. Some days, I don't know why I even try. Those days I just want to die. My last boyfriend broke my heart. He tore it out and ripped it apart. After he left me, I thought I'd never be happy again. My friends think I'm happy, but it's all pretend. All my life, I've always been one of the guys. I don't want to be just one of the guys. I wish I could be happy But I know that will never be. Apparently, I'm not the kind of girl guys are looking for. Lately, there seems to be so little I adore. Most guys just want to be friends. But I don't want to be just friends. No one seems

It's a lonely night and no one notices. No one notices the hurt, the sad feelings. No one notices me. No one notices what they don't want to see. The dark of the night calls me to it. I know in my heart That is where I belong. My heart sings the night's dark song. I stare out the window of my house, longing for the comfort of the night, Longing for the calm and quiet. The night calls my name. If I leave my house, after tonight, my life will never be the same.